I think I get too vested in the shit that I do. Encounter a problem, try to solve it. If no solution arises, take a break, return with a fresh perspective. But something goes off in me - I know I tend to obsess over things, and get fixated easily. This is good and bad, it seems.

The good is that I can easily become immersed - the hours will sift by and, if I'm really into what I'm doing, I won't even notice. The bad is that I can easily become immersed, and if I'm impeded... I won't be able to just let it go. It's a bit like having this momentum behind you, but you can't really go anywhere. And instead of that momentum receding... it just builds and builds and builds, but you're still stuck in one place.

That's sort of what it feels like.

Sheesh. I need to loosen the fuck up.